"you fake a smile, lie and say, 'you're better now than ever and your life's okay.'" BUT ITS NOT. I actually have a lot of things on my mind now, but I somehow can't seem to translate them into words. and it hurts really badly. ignorance is bliss, and somehow I wish I don't know about many things that are going on right now. Anyway, went for FCM today with glenys and vanessa! it was raining, and I kinda zoned out and dozed off for a bit :/ meh. basically, we leaarnt about the blessings of Christ. I guess I'm really blessed and thankful that God is willing to save me. tbh, I'm so sinful and evil beyond measure. looking back on these past few years, my life has been really messed up. I'm not kidding. but I'm thankful that God is gracious and merciful and got me out of that big mess. after FCM, we had dinner at mos and Vanessa gave us a mini tour of the campus. the campus is H U G E. it reminded me of NUS or some community center. no kidding. I was honestly pretty impressed with everything, although the campus was a little too big for my liking :/ all in all, it gave off a really nice vibe, kinda made me wish I was a student in there! apparently, SP has a starbucks, macs, kfc and a popular bookstore omgosh!!! HAHA studying there would be awesome. jc in comparison seems so boring and stressful actually. aiya but its really too late to back out now, just gotta make do! I like drinking water. hehe I'm weird. ok bye.

SCREAM, AIM, FIRE
shh. silence is an art